Tuesday, November 01, 2005
This is stupid. I still have loads of things to do even if we have a one-whole week of vacation. I still have to procrastinate. So many things are to be done. I wish that I am always numb who feels nothing, but I know that that will make my life more unworthy of living. You can't just desire death if you know you can't do it by yourself... shucks, if you're unaware.
I still have to do my projects in Journalism (Concept Paper) and Economics (Film Analysis). Not trying to forget the three numbers of problem solving about Friction in Physics. This stuffs are still hanging and I need to pass it in this near Monday. But I know I can do it, by cramming even if it's not a very concise work for a student. At least, it is enough for my own rights to think of the ways on how I do my own work. I don't mess around like others who are careless of stuffs even if it's already the deadline. I see that they are not creeps but they are really weird.
I don't have much time to write a negative message, just letting go of a little bit of my negative mentality so that I won't feel stupid when I pass my projects. Wish me luck!
This blog is about my life. So just ride into my perspective. Life for me is precious, but it is filled with agony. Don't hurt a person if you know that one is not strong enough to feel rejection. I pity for those people who don't have the strength to be lowly.
I don't want to muffle because you only contemplate your own greedy mind.
That's it, I'm out of here... it's not coherent, I know. Don't pretend that it's complete, I'm open-minded. This freak feeling it not anymore normal. I cannot feel my negativity anymore. I must forgive myself. Must have faith.
I still have to do my projects in Journalism (Concept Paper) and Economics (Film Analysis). Not trying to forget the three numbers of problem solving about Friction in Physics. This stuffs are still hanging and I need to pass it in this near Monday. But I know I can do it, by cramming even if it's not a very concise work for a student. At least, it is enough for my own rights to think of the ways on how I do my own work. I don't mess around like others who are careless of stuffs even if it's already the deadline. I see that they are not creeps but they are really weird.
I don't have much time to write a negative message, just letting go of a little bit of my negative mentality so that I won't feel stupid when I pass my projects. Wish me luck!
This blog is about my life. So just ride into my perspective. Life for me is precious, but it is filled with agony. Don't hurt a person if you know that one is not strong enough to feel rejection. I pity for those people who don't have the strength to be lowly.
I don't want to muffle because you only contemplate your own greedy mind.
That's it, I'm out of here... it's not coherent, I know. Don't pretend that it's complete, I'm open-minded. This freak feeling it not anymore normal. I cannot feel my negativity anymore. I must forgive myself. Must have faith.
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Erika Ruiz
