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The mind is constantly changing.

Saturday, 29 October 2005

Running Out of Sanity

I have been not updating this blog because I was so busy and I'm not really interested, but I really want to show my feelings and not to hide it anymore, for the sake of my prerogative. I was not expecting a complete depression when I encountered a super big project in my pandemonium...

That thing made my brain shrink like a complete twerp. Though I must not react, that project is a major big event for my favorite career and it can change my perception about how hard is it to be a journalist - yes, a project in journalism, which is a newspaper.

I always went to my classmate's house back then, using a freaky transportation, grabbing my money and taking too much of my willpower. But the thing that made me happy is our bonding! Aw, it made me catch new friends around because those classmates that I'm pertaining to are not too close to me that much and good thing they became my groupmates so that I could ask more about them. My stupid timid personality always haunts me that's why you can count my "real" friends by fingers... I hope we won't get zero from our beloved teacher because we asked for an extension but wasn't able to pass it yet, shame. A pout is needed.

When the thing was finished, it's like an enormous elephant was eliminated above me. I was really happy to tell you that after all of the wrong impressions in my mind I can still feel and sense that we can get an award - self-upliftment... sheesh.

Can't think of anything ordinary right now, I think I forgot to bring my negativity inside the bloody garden in my mind that's why this one is rubbish.

Sweet.

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