Achieve Me to the Light

It seems so silly to want to achieve something that is not really necessary to a life when you are abandoning the necessary ones. You tend to agree and disagree and digress to a thought. Either you can't find solution because you are innocent or you can't find a resolve because you don't want to move.

The feeling is odd. You may want to require yourself to do something, but you end up not doing anything at all. Maybe because that necessary thing is not what you like. But my argument is that the something-not-necessary won't bring you to the good side of the path too. You can call it just for pleasure and fun. Can it be enlightened when this certain something is something you will never forget because it brought you happiness? But the thing is what one must do if that nostalgic memory will destroy even your passion while you walk to a not-so-near-to-finish-yet journey to a fruitful life.

I think too much. It's starting again that's why I'm writing to this blog again. I had a very tight block. It is something that I want, but can never help me improve as it actually even worsen my being. But what gift time had given me is that it made me realize balance. Balance to both I don't want to give up yet and to the one I want to continue pursuing. Just keep getting stronger and deeper in thought.

By the way, I'm having my final exams this week up to the next week. Wish me luck!