Close Encounters with Stupid Wonders

I have nothing to write. So far, first week wasn't tight at all and I get to meet new friends, good professors and the ambience of the good school. I didn't even feel nervous back on my first day, maybe because I already got some ideas from my sister. This has nothing to do with my title.

I couldn't sleep again. I'm afraid that it might be insomnia. I'm not really wide-awake, but I can't control myself just to sleep, if you still don't feel like sleeping. Warning: it's more about knowing the dark sides of the world we have. Let me warn you that this opens the irritated part of me.

I suddenly remembered the day when a bee just passed by in front of my face. I gave a satisfying shout - or it could be a scream. I just wondered why in the name of Earth do we have these so-called insects? Yuck. Gross. I can't imagine a cockroach getting near me or if that thing ever could, I'd probably faint, seriously. I can't think of any good reason why it exists or it's use on Earth, can you? They are often the reason why we still have to spend little bucks just to get rid of them. I have to admit, maybe some of them have use in the field of medicine or whatever in a way as big as a microorganism but the others, how I wish they'd get our of my world.

I can't recall anyone who amuse me when it comes to Tagalog(Filipino)-English overly-hip-hop and rap music. God, they could make me laugh horribly if I'll get a chance to hear one corny song. Basically, these stupid tag-lish rap songs are still appearing. I'm really mad about improper stuffs - I mean, of what I think to myself as improper. Just tell me if tag-lish rap songs aren't stupid and I need to know your explanation why you like it. It's just stupid. I've heard about 4 or 5 of it on different times and I swear that if I could hear 5 more I would cut my ears. God, it wouldn't make our country improve or even just be stupidly cool in all opportunities. The song's a meaningless type all over, telling stupid stuffs about self-conceit, sex, fictional moronic stuffs. I don't even feel fine hearing pure English rap songs so how far could I excel my temper when I hear tag-lish rap songs? Do you think they would make you feel good? Feel good!? I'm crawling out of my skin. God, you could tell I'm getting mad - goodness, I don't want to swear.

The real thing, the most frightening monsters of our community, the wanna-be's. God, the only excuse I could make is that they're highly entertaining. You could watch a wanna-be do stuff she wants to be but she's really not and ends with a wrong lane, you could use some laugh and enjoy the lovely view of embarrassment. I'd rather be with the geeks; I think I actually am with them. Lol, they're not geeks, they're just real. I just want to ask them why do they have to pretend? One lesson, be true so that no one would let you down, even yourself couldn't let you down. In the end, you won't feel happiness. The most satisfying thing that you could do is to remove that mask - by the way, it looks horrible, lol.

The cynicism. I could tell I still couldn't sleep even my eyes are sore. I'm mad I slightly want to throw anything in the vicinity, lol. I tell you, you shouldn't have read this (Wow, I told it to you when you're already at the end of this). You might develop anger from the stuffs above - I could feel it.