Nothingness, Consciousness

I'm still wrapped with boredom because the only good thing that I am doing daily is to surf the net. Wow, it's raining because of the typhoon and that made me feel a bit worried because I don't want to go out on Monday for my physical check-up in Benilde wet. Yuck, I hate it when I have to walk on a wet floor. By the way, I changed the title of my blog into Passion & Irony since I've been thinking that Sardonic Life is a bit selfish to think that it's just about me ranting.

I was surfing the net finding for good source of quasi-translated-mangas of His & Her Circumstances (Kareshi Kanojo no Jijo) and D.N.Angel. I found the volume 1-7 summaries for D.N.Angel. that just cut me out because I'm a bit desperate to know more of the next 4 volumes - I can't find their summaries. And I had also found out that Yukino and Arima (of His & Her Circumstances) were married early, very early - imagine, after their highschool because she was pregnant. God, that depressed me a lot. But anyway, when you tend to read and reflect with their moving personalities every each of it's manga volumes, they seem to have a very good understanding (Pure understanding, maybe it's love with bliss. I can't explain it deeper, anyway, unless you try to read it) with each other that made their relationship very solid - I mean it, very solid - and that security between them made me feel fine with Yukino being pregnant though having pre-marital sex is still wrong in my views. Arima wasn't depressed but was happy about it (because of their full circle relationship that I really can't explain) because after their marriage, they studied college and had good professions (Arima being a high police officer and Yukino being a doctor) and even had a pair of male fraternal twins - cute - after the first child daughter. The other important characters also had some good endings (happy endings - I just love it even if it's so gay). They're tempting me to learn more about Japanese language though I could rely on Tokyopop's translated mangas because both of them were a hit that Tokyopop tend to translate it more than any other mangas. I even made some plans to study it in La Salle (AB-International Studies Major in Japanese Studies) after my first course in Benilde (I still have shifting plans, by the way). I saw that D.N.Angel. and His & Her Circumstances are two of their most famous shojo translated mangas. I found them in local television channels, which I am grateful of.

I don't know but I'm a little depressed so I just tried to write this out so that I could end this weird feeling - it bothers me. I don't know if it's depression or being annoyed or just lonely (God, I really don't know). I just noticed when you seem to overdo anything about your interest, you'll tend to leave them after (they won't live longer in you) or depress you since you're too moved by the story that one thing you don't to like happen happened - so I'll take a break for a while. I once erased anime as an interest ever since I tend to like movies more that I forgot about it but it seems I'm repeating my history so I should take care of it more careful than before because I don't want to let it go anymore again. The two shows I told are the only animes that I've ever loved and appreciated. I think I feel better now - I still have to stop for a very short while, you know.