It Never Ends

This year can be both a good and a bad one to me. There are still a lot of things I'm patching and then other holes have appeared. Still, the things I want to erase forever never ends.

It might be because I move so slow or might be because the things evolving around me aren't moving at all. I feel a bit odd now that some depressing catastrophes changed my perspective. Sometimes I feel like breaking down because of it, but I'm more aware for the good of my consciousness.

Partly, I'm doing good. Reading and thinking has been gradually increasing my wisdom and my life is updating and increasing its own meaning. I wish to learn more, but I wish I know more how to digest some serious wisdom properly so that I won't mess.



So why do people chose to have new year's resolution and begin new life next year?
It is simple to answer that you don't have to wait for New Year, you just have to have the guts and will to do a new life because the earlier you start it, the earlier you'll get better. But true to the echoes of life, the principle is the belief of hurrying without realization.

The real answer is simple. People tend to do new year's resolution and have a new life for it to become a fruitful one. We just have to take it seriously and believe in our capabilities. When we are able to do it, we could really cherish it not only knowing the literal and exact time, but also knowing you are able to change clearly. It would increase our pride. And pride isn't only about vainglory, it is the thing that we hold on, it is the thing we call to have the courage. It is the thing the roots out our principles and be a unique individual. We are entitled to create our own humanity, and if we start with a good start, we are able to see the cleanliness of life without any obstacle. We could see that we are really able to change by perfect timing. When we start in which we know is a new one, we are able to attain it in the easiest way.