Lack of Leaping

Doesn't it seem weird that I'm getting nervous because I might not get the grade that I've wanted, but I still don't have the guts to get serious?

Doesn't it seem weird that I'm having all the faith in me, but I still don't get what my heart really wanted?

Doesn't it seem weird to think about the danger of excessive thinking even though you're doing it?

Doesn't it seem weird to have a monotonous color of life without suffering?

Doesn't it seem weird to be afraid of everything around you thinking that it would destroy your life?

Doesn't it seem weird to have a passion in what you do, but you feel nothing about it?

Doesn't it seem weird to be a know-it-all even if you know nothing at all?

Doesn't it seem weird to wish for something that is absolutely impossible?

Doesn't it seem weird to aim on something really hard that doesn't even know you exist?

Doesn't it seem weird to be hurt and linger on the past even if you're the one who ruined it?

Doesn't it seem weird to see that you only get a feeling when you see a nightmare?

Doesn't it seem weird to rely on others even if you know you could do it?

Doesn't it seem weird to have an empty life even if you literally change?

Doesn't it seem weird to reason out and get bothered to the things that aren't suppose to bother your being?

Doesn't it seem weird to point out some bad things to others even if you have more than the bad things of what they have?

Doesn't it seem weird to get a sorrowful life because you lack something you aren't really responsible of?

Doesn't it seem weird to be unfortunate at any of the things you tried?

Doesn't it seem weird to be so stupid about the things you love?

Doesn't it seem weird to touch others even if they abandon you?

Doesn't it seem weird to see a sudden colorful rainbow in the shadows?

Doesn't it seem weird to see your hatred getting healed, but stopped because of the reason of it is at its worst?

Doesn't it seem weird not to believe in something that is true?

Doesn't it seem weird to see your agony yet you don't see any progress to your solutions at all?

Doesn't it seem weird to have this kind of life?