The Irony of Embrace

There are times that you want to do something to cleanse your being and the people around you are the ones to barricade you from that dirt.

You are assured of their comradeship and have been a constant thing in your life yet they are the obstacle. You are not stupid enough not to consider the real ones whom you can trust from the crap.

Is it that bad to be associated to a person? I know it is good to help a person if he has a problem, but what if the people in your life are the ones who make you incapable of being free? You don't want to put a negative perception yet they are not making you change for the better. It is either you do not change at all and feel idle or change for the worse motion. You can not speak and express your veiws because it would just make matters worse and they will just act like nothing really happened or no one declared a revelation and pride is not incuded in the issue.

Is it this hard to be free when you've been touched by other people whom you've trusted? I think they are to help your being, but sometimes the throw every good thing outwards. Nothing bad is at stake. No karma is to exis. The manner is only about making yourself feel better thatwill also be for the better of nature, but everything is impossible because of their speculations and denials.

Some of them speculate, some of them attack, some of them negate, some of them aim to stab you and some of them are unconsciously getting on your way or is it your nature that could not change a thing? Is it because every people have their own views? Nothing is wrong, one person will have a different right-and-wrong mentality that is sardonically contrary to the others. But you have gained compatibility with some in a way, so why is it they are fighting for idleness? You aren't suppose to feel negative to them, after all, as the cliches quote, they are your only treasures that are priceless.

You aren't contradicting the human behavior of relativity and promoting aloneness, but would you embrace more? You start to avoid reality while some challenges come and bash the right phenomenon, and you're not whole anymore.