Hugs & Kisses

The importance of affection in a form of showing it using your senses - especially the sense of touch. I've heard that to have a fulfilling joyful day, a person must be hugged fifty times or more than that. Kisses are optional though it gives more power to make your day.

Hugs and kisses are what we do to show our comfort with other people. It is a sign of connection. Lacking this kind of bond is not really saddenning although its impact is really good for a person's social and spiritual welfare. Without these little pleasures, loneliness is visible and I am here to clarify that.

I want to isolate myself because of unknown reason yet I feel lonely. I want to be alone yet I feel really low in silence. I wish for the impossible aspirations and break it with disappointment of thinking it is absurd. I want to do something, but something is barricading it away from me. Now I feel really weak. Depression attacks, solitude problems, happiness and its inconsistencies in my life - I want to be good in pursuit. I don't know if something is making me feel down, something is making me hope, something is making me dream and something is destroying it all at the same time. These make you feel tired and dreadful in thought.



Or would you think it's true that some days are meant to be your bad days? Add the late time sleeping and the feeling of fatigue in the morning all through out the day. And, of course, the curse of the bad day opening the door with negative aura. Like you feel all heavy and sad as if you're even the smallest dwarf in the whole enormous world and you can't do anything about it - as in nothing, even using your mind. You can't prop out your courage or confidence about yourself because all you can think of is pessimism even though you aren't naturally like that. How can some days be given like this? To balance the best days? Weird. Then everyone would wish for equally satisfying days and that would ruin either the sense of surprise and your sudden happiness. Simple happiness that can lead you to learning life and gather up your valiance to make it more fruitful for the coming days. But the thing is no one wants a shabby day.

I remember the last time I've been hugged was way back during my last year in highschool. It was a hug from a very close friend that I really miss at the moment. I don't usually hug and kiss. I can't even hug my best friends. And, no, I'm not cynical everyday. Today is still a bad day, I guess.